Bakhmut is a fortress of Ukraine, I saw it with my own eyes.
My trip to Bakhmut together with @andrii_ushenko, @ilchenko_vjacheslav, @dmitrii_artemov and Misha had a charitable purpose, namely helping the civilian population of the city. We brought a lot of humanitarian aid, which you, my beloved subscribers, friends and everyone who is not indifferent, helped to collect. And if we talk about my impressions from the trip, then I have definitely changed and this is an irreversible process of internal changes. For the first time in my life, I felt an animal fear that was so strong that I did not hear Andrii and what he was saying to me, although I understood his words of support, but I felt the output of our artillery with my whole body. This is some wild feeling of self-preservation and attention to everything around. I didn't walk around all the time with my eyes round with fear, no! Everything disappeared in the process and understanding that I can't influence the rackets and not where they fly, so I listened to Andrii's advice and just let go of the situation and put myself in the process and oh my goodness! It became easy, calm and even exhilarating. That's why I was there where war is written with a capital letter, we helped local residents together and it's very cool. And a little about my second birthday, we were driving with Misha and Dima in a car and something flew into the house right next to us. It wasn't scary, well, almost, more unexpected and surprising - terrible and beautiful. And I was there for several hours, and people live there and try to arrange their lives, it's a horror and a tragedy!
